Hello all.
Havent been posting for a very long time le.

K so, the holidays have started alrdy, dunreally wanna think about the homework first. :D

Been going out for the last few days, i wanna stay at home for today le.
Anw, nothing much to post, so byebye! :D

Ohya, and LiJun just went on her 3week to China trip this morning, so wishing her 一路顺风！ :D

Once, there was a boy.
This boy appeared to be friendly, sociable, nice on the outside, but in reality, he was dark and evil. He was extremely proud and felt he could take on the world on his own.

But this was because he had never seen true love.

One day, he chanced upon a perfect girl. Instantly, he fell deeply in love. He liked everything the girl did, the way she walked, ran, talked, behaved, swore.
Thus, he started trying to get close to her. He began slowly, starting by sms-ing her, chatting with her on msn, then talking to her, face-to-face. The more he got to know her, the deeper he fell in love with her.
The day came when the boy decided to confess his feelings for her. Alas, he was not repaid in kind. The girl did not have any feelings for him in the first place, and the confession made them drift further apart. The girl did not want the boy to fall in love with her, and end up being emotionally hurt. Thus, she decided to ignore him, hoping that the period he spent apart from her would slowly allow him to forget her.

Unfortunately, her plan backfired.

The period of time cause the boy to become even more in love with the girl. He tried even harder to win the girl's heart. But her heart did not waiver.

Soon, the boy was lovesick over her. It was as if an infectious bug had bitten him, transmitting the deadly disease called "Love" to him. He could not forget the girl. He thought of her day and night. In school, he would often peek into her classroom to see if she was there. He would look out at the vast field, hoping to catch a sight of the girl of his dreams. But every time he remembered how she would coldly ignore him, his heart broke. He soon realized that she would never fall for him, no matter how hard he tried. Alas, he was contented to just have her to love, even if he was not repaid in kind. He innocently enjoyed the feeling to have someone to love.

However, the girl soon fell in love with someone else. The boy felt heart-broken when he realized it. He wanted to convince himself it wasn’t true, but no matter how hard he tried, the cold reality always came smashing in his face. He finally understood why the girl wanted him to stop loving her. It hurt.

After all that, the boy began to slowly forget her. And after a period of time, he had completely gotten over her.

In the process of loving someone else, the boy had become more matured in his thinking. He realized that he was not the "King of the World" after all. Not everything he did could be accomplished. He slowly began to appreciate everyone around him more.

Up till this day, that boy never regretted falling in love with the girl, as those months of loving her, even though they were painful, were the most enjoyable months of his life.


Love is this process which everyone has to go through at a certain point in their lives. While some people may go through it enjoyably, some people face problems as they go through this process. But only through these problems can you become more matured, so never feel discouraged. :D

Touching to the max, a must watch. :D

Blind - Lifehouse

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me dies when I let you go

Nice song. ^^

I finally found another blogskin. This one totally pwns all the rest i have come up with, so im sticking with it.
Exams started alrdy, almost done with it, just afew more days!! xD
And erm, i had like this fever these few days. But sorta recovered le, so yea.

So, recently, my life hasnt been going exactly well. Some things have happened, mostly bad, unlucky, but i'll live, i guess. So, erm, i gtg soon and.. Good Luck everyone for exams!!!

Two days ago, 26 September 2009, i decided to forget her.
I decided not to feel happy when she starts talking to me, not to wait up late so i could recieve her replies, not to feel heartbroken whenever she seemed cold to me, not to feel dazed when i look at her, not to feel amazed when she seems so carefree, not to smile whenever i see her laugh, not to smile at the way she smiles, not to think about her over the weekend, not to ponder over how i should begin a conversation with her, not to feel embarrassed when i enter her class, not to see if shes there in a crowd, not to hope she will still be there when i leave school, not to find people to confide in when i start to think about her.

On 26 September 2009, i finally decided to rip her out of my head, once and for all.